Don't assume that you know me until you really know me well enough. I am not what you think I am.
So many things gave been happening recently... guess its just within 2 weeks.
What more can I say?... trying my very best to help my every friend that needs help. Being there for them... Doing my part as a friend cox i know how it feels to be Friend-less.
That feeling sucks. I have been betrayed by my closest friend before.
Forgive? Forget? after all that she has done to me?
Yea. i did thought of that. being in the state of unforgiveness, is really something similar to playing the heart and mind game. But one thing for sure about it is, it will definitely weigh you down real hard. Slam you down real hard... Feeling the "Best" of the Pain you will ever get. Never wanted that feeling to surface...
Thinking back to my past, thinking back to the things that I have been through....
it could be really a blessing in disguise. I have always believe that circumstances that I've been through, it will rise me up. Making me a stronger person.
A friend of mine told me that I don't dare to face up to my problems...
Is that true? No.
Maybe at that point of time, when problem arise... That very problem is standing in front of me... and yet I do not have a solution... i will leave it and not touch that problem. Until, I know what to do, I will solve it.
Is just a matter of Sooner or later thing. I will still face it.
Selina has been trying to brainwash my mind again... this time round is
"what it means to be 大方"....
everyone has a different definition of that... and it takes time to learn that. It's never easy.
Within just 2 weeks, 2 people scolded me for NO reason.
It Hurt alot when someone scolded me for NO reason and I didn't do anything wrong.
Given my character, those who know me... i will scold that person back but I didn't this time round. There are reason behind it and its a super long story so i don't wanna mention it...
Well, its Unfair. Nothing is fair in this world. No one will pity you in whatever situation your at.
People grow, people change, meeting different people now and then... I will grow mentally and emotionally i hope.
Will blog again soon.
