Saturday, February 06, 2010
It has been a very very long time since i ever blogged... my lappy is down & repairing in progress.. so bear with me yea...
So many things are going through my mind now...
emotions are like roller coaster....so many many down points...
Things that i didn't know... things that are hidden from me..
I know everything now...
USELESS me, keep tearing, crying.... USELESS!
I thought that i would leave that hurt untouched but in the end i didn't.
U say you hate me... if it helps you, go ahead... i don't mind getting hated.
The real you is so sad...your heart is aching so badly...
Yet, i can't do anything.
I can't bring myself to hate you... I can't.
5 Feb 2010.
All that you told me... I will never forget...
The last hug...
The last walk...
The last time you stroke my head...
The last time you wipe off my tears...
The last longest chat...
The last taxi journey tgt...
The last time i hear from you what you like about me...
The last time i hear from you that i m perfect in your eyes...
The last time i hear you humming a song...
The last time i hear you say "你要坚强"
The last time i see your back...
When everyone gives up on you... you know i won't.
Forever kept in my heart..
我愿为你选择回到孤单...
来换取你的笑容...
我知道是直得的...
骂我笨吧...
ha...
Y01:20
