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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

My dearest BABY ENTHIA new hideout! she so cute!!! Love her LOTS!!

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Photos photos photos... overdue ones! haha!

I love it! Bling and I...Ain't we lovely?

that guy i took photo with... i like him! hahhaa!!!

More photos coming up!!!!! stay tune peeps!

Christmas is coming!!! busy busy christmas...

Y01:06

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

"It's always the memories that hurt the most when everything ends.the happier the memory, the more painful.

They flood your mind like ocean waves.waves that you cant resist, and can only be engulfed by them.

It hurts even more, when you come across the places you've been to together.or see that small little ornament on our dressing table that was gift to you for that occasion.'remember that time?' you whisper to yourself.

oh yes. i still remember your eyes. your smile.that hug that came along with the little lovely present.and that kiss.and then, without caution, tears start to flow.'i miss you..' you say, 'i miss you so much..'when all along, in the day, you still smiled happily around everyone.you broke down...

what will you do, if you meet each other a year or two later, on the streets?pretend you never knew the person and walk off, or go up and say hi?would a casual chat rake up the painful memories again?

that, is love.sweet, but painful at the same time.that, is love.you yearn for it, but is afraid of it at the same time.."

Got this from my friends bloggy...

it really reflects how I'm feeling right this very moment.

woke up form the sweetest dream and yet it can be the most fearful nightmare...

Sweetness mixture of bitterness.

Heart is still aching badly.Finally, i really broke down with so much tears in my eyes...

or i should say,, my heart is really bleeding badly.

I shouted "HELP!" in that corner of the dark room in my heart...

Is it a relieve that i m finally shouting for help in my heart?

not shutting that very door that hard anymore? or it is still very shut that people cant even enter?

No confidence.

Lack of trust for people.

Heart sunk.

Ran out of tears.

When you told me you loved me

did you know it will take me the rest of my life?

To get over the feeling of knowing

A dream didn't turn out right

When you let me believe that you weren't complete

without me by your side

How could i know

That you would go

That you would run

Baby, i thought you were the one.

why can't I just leave it all,everything behind.

Time.

alrights, next year seems to be a Busy bee year for me... hope my trip comes faster... i just want to leave it all behind...really. the fact that i was blind that make me weak..

Y01:11

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My 2nd CLOSET! this time round is kinda plain n wild... heh

Ok i know i look kinda "CUI" but i will post more prettypretty photos for sure! haaha!
I know you guys still love me though i look cui.... =P hahah!

This is the design that Dearie did for me. hehe! Is nice isn't it?

those interested...ask me for the shop number! =)

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Thinking back about my life... those Ups and Downs...

Still it never feels good to think about it all over again. IF i have a choice and able to turn back the clock.. i will not walk that very path.NO MORE.

Things are just like a broken vase, that no matter how you mend it..
the cracks will still be there. either big or small crack.
it still hurts, seriously.

WHY
WHY
WHY

still thinking why do i have to go through those shit...
feeling stagnant once more.

GET BACK THE CONFIDENCE VON!

stop being a BAKA BAKA BAKA!

Anyways.. went to Dearie shop last Sunday. did my manicure! woohoo!! love it!. feels so LOUD!

Thanks DEARIE!

哭过就好了
伤都会好的
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
还是谢谢你让我长大了

Y00:11

Sunday, November 01, 2009