Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Not gonna mention anything anymore...
Hurt is not getting me anywhere... one sided thing.
i will just leave it untouched.
maybe thats the best solution for now...
Y17:03
my heart is so heavy now.. with tears in my eyes..
how much do i weigh in your heart?
is it just a tiny bit? or not at all?
I've kept a tiny bit of hope in my heart...
That i don't dare to hope for even more
although i said i will not waver or even change in my decision in my previous post.
but That tiny bit gives me strength.
but now, somehow is it been destroyed...?
Now i have cried...so painful.. all the pain, all cried out at one go. HURTS.
you never want to fight with the others for me. Or maybe I'm not worth it? ha
you always wanted the best for me but you never spare a thought for my feelings.
you never say things out but keep in your heart.
i should have known that you already made up your mind when you say you don't trust me.
just deluding myself over and over again...hoping there will be another tiny hope.
Guess there will not be a day that you say you trust me. i accept it.
A false alarm right from the start? or maybe you will say you don't know who I am...
Yes, i also don't say it out what I am feeling. i don't want you to feel the same as i am.
Let me be the one feeling all the shit stuff.
why do i still care about you so much when you keep wanting to push me to other people?
I will take your advice as my consideration.
YVONNE, YOUR STUPID.
am i?
Y00:32
Monday, September 28, 2009
Yup yup, finally met up with my dear friend Kat to celebrate her belated 21st birthday..=)
hope she had fun on that day..hurhur...
Kat,
as you entered into 21st...
life is not going to be easy anymore...
more n more things are coming your way.
some may push you down hard, some will make you very happy...
n sometimes is hard to make decisions...
but but I'm still here.
Just like how you have been there for me...
I will be there.
i cross my heart...
PROMISE!
=)
Thanks so much for listening to me...sorry for at times i push you away when you tried to care for me as a friend. Anyways..wish you Happy as days are coming you way=)
Love ya!
PS: Ming, you really look like charcoal now lei!! haa
Y00:12
Friday, September 25, 2009
This is what i had for lunch today! KOI bb tea and crab meat fried rice cooked by Michelle! i mean REAL crab meat!! yum!! Want some?
It has been quite some time I didn't get scratched by bunny but it happened yesterday...luckily is not that obvious now heehee...is kinda random i type this haha!
For the next thing your going to read...maybe you will need a plastic bag just in case you vomit...
It might help haha!
READY?
3,
2,
1.
TADA!!! PALE PALE PALE ME!!!
OKAYS! don't say that I always post my nice nice photos of myself...this is me without make up!
PS:have you vomited? haah!!! Selina bling bling says...i look like a kid without makeup... Gosh i have deep dark panda eyes!!!
Enough of my pale face...the photo above is taken quite some time ago...hehe..nice? *Cheeky smile*hurhur...
What's meant to be will be...
no matter how hard you try... facts will always be facts.
Love is not appreciated...
What is love anyway?
Guess is for real that i have to let go.
Flashing back memories,
Flipping through my memory box,
Time just seems to stop at that moment..
Sweetness, hurts, mixed Feelings...
Feeling so stagnant...
Forever is not that forever anymore.
Hope I don't waver again...
How come i still hope that you will hug me real tight?
Y16:13
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I lOVE this pic!!! DO U? hahah!my heels is a killer! love it love it love it!!!!!!!!
Bling Bling's! We are always in the Center of Attraction!
Derrick & the Bling Bling's! SO xin fu!! hahah!
Y23:02
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
SHall blog something up to my bloggy today...some overdue photos that i have yet to post in blog hehe so here it is...
Things have been pulling me down that i do not have the feeling to even want to talk about it over again... RISE UP VON! STAND UP N MOVE ON!! yea i will. =)
Forever is not a timeline but a feeling.
Forever can be that very second.
Forever can be that very minute.
I guess Forever can never really be forever..
This heavy and burdened heart who understands? IS easier to advise people and console them but is never easy to advise or even console myself. Never. Just takes time...
Forgive is another "BIG" word in my life now. can i even forgive?
"Blame"? there is no reason or even a choice for me to blame. it all started with me? I dunno..
ha..ok enough of the emo-ness...
Thanks to the BLING BLING GANG! for being there for me whenever i needed a listening ear...Selina, Denise, Michelle... and of cox Kat and Ming...who always wanted to help me and care for me... really appreciated all of you...although i do not say but i really am happy that i do have you guys as friends.
Guess Yvonne have really change? to be a cold hearted and attitude person? hais... I do not want this to be happening too...Circumstances really do change a person heart and how you face it is another thing.
enough of talking... photos photos time!
ME!
the BLING BLING GANG!!!
Boom boom shake shake!
Ain't we lovely?
I love her!! my long time friend!
Kat and me!!
the 4 solo's!haha!
Shall update more soon.
Y15:13
