"Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day"



The 2 parts of the lyrics above from my bloggy song...I find it meaningful...it relates to alot of things and people in my life. OK...this song is EMO! but but with alot of meanings.
Reflected alot of things as I am listening to this song over and over again. Yea indeed, I came a long way as some of you know... all the way back from secondary school...If everything ends during my secondary school times...I will not be even typing here in my blog. In health area, I went through quite a far bit. but is not easy battling alone. The loneliness, the pain...is so unbearable at times...I wanted to vent out everything but it seems that is stuck inside my heart. I don't want my parents to be upset over me...so i chose to Suffer in silence? maybe... i look like a strong lady but inside I am not.Seriously not. Sometimes, i chose to run away from the problem rather than facing it. Cox the consequences is dire...


Sometimes i think...am i a failure being in my family? am i a failure as with my friends? am i a failure being a leader? am i a failure in my life? so so so many questions just pop out into my mind. which i tried to answer but can't even dig out a tiny whiny answer from myself... inside...

feeling so emotional that feelings just keep coming out and trying to hold back as much as i can... Hanging on the cliff, trying to climb up but seems like I am going to fall anytime. Help? Who's there to help except God? I'm just childish at times.. Tried to be independent, trying to walk on my own without anybodies help but all the more I feel I am weaker this way...Ain't I? ha....


I am feeling fine just that thoughts just keep flowing through my mind. so i decided to just blog it down... I'm just a emotional person i guess trying to fight through storms alone...is not easy at all...

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO.(:

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Yvonne!!
Age:secret!!sshhhh
Single but UNAVAILABLE


-I can be fun at times but I can be really Serious.

-Don't step on me if not I will step back at you a 100 times

-Hates people to betray my trust and take my words for granted

-Always has a smile on my face but you'll never know my inner side

-Takes time to warm up to know new people

Loves to laugh out loud with my close friends

Loves Big Sunglasses, Sunflower!

A Shoulder

to

Lean on

Wants to continue to learn drumming

To own a Full set of Drums

Wants to learn dance.





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