Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Have not been blogging nowadays. so many things has happen. I am 20 years old now! super fast.. One year older, perspectives of things have changed. Sometimes i wonder...
~Have i grown matured?
~Have i really grown in the Lord?
~Have i set an example for my siblings?
~Have i controlled my emotions and don't let my emotions get over my head?
~Am i bearing grudges?
~Am i feeling very stress up by the things around me or am i giving myself alot of pressure as i expect alot from myself?
~Did i fast cox of my own interest or for God?
~Am i a failure sometimes?
~Am i not up to the standard?
~Have i not done my very best in every situation i am in trying to solve the problem?
~Do i believe the revelation of the cross?
There are so so so many questions i ask myself recently. I pondered alot which i have never expected.
On the actual day of my birthday 12 July...I met up with my Church aunties for lunch. We had alot of catching up to do! so glad that i met them. After that i went all the way to Bedok reservoir( Snip avenue) to do my hair. I should pamper myself as its my birthday. haha! I did Highlight. All the credits goes to Austin, my friend (Claps Claps!). Now i simply adore my hair! haha! Thanks Austin! He gave me lot's of fun talking and making me happy whenever i do my hair. He also does my re bonding for me.
After that i met up with one of my ex colleagues and had sushi! YUM YUM!!
My birthday ended with quite a sad day. Alright, don't feel like saying it. Sunday after service, my cell group celebrated my birthday. It's like a Really MINI celebration. They Prayed for me, Sang a birthday song for me and gave me a present. well, i appreciate all they have done for me but i am still unhappy. haha what else More can i say? Sometimes being myself is so hard.
I am meeting my long time bestie friend next week. Can't wait to see her!
That's all for today folks! Take care!
Loves,
Von
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Wednesday, July 02, 2008
HELLO! Blog has been dead for some time now.OK, shall post up a really short post cox I don't have time.haha. I've been really busy nowadays. Training and stuff. Really Thank God for it! Argh. I have no idea where to start from. so shall continue this post another time. Can see that i am really Pressed for time! Byes!
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