Monday, October 29, 2007
Geog test was OK. Yesterday, after church service, my sisters prayed for Charis, Charissa and me who is taking exams and everything was fine until.... At night when i was about to sleep.. I don't know what happened..I got scared of my exams coz when i think that i am taking 3 exams in a row the next day which is today, I totally Freak out!!Stressed just came in and i even have the thought of not going to take my exams. I know i shouldn't even think of that but i don't know why it just came into my mind. It Pissed me off too! Then i went to sleep. This morning, my phone alarm rang and that woke me up. thinking to myself that if i can go back to sleep for awhile more then i don't have to go.
God knows what I am thinking and He didn't allow me to go back to sleep. So no choice i went for my exams out of obedience..I was really scared. I prayed and prayed until i finally felt the peace God gave me and i Endured 3 papers in a row and God's presence was with me!! Whenever i finish my exams, i will strike out the title of the paper that i finish in my entry proof and that feeling is so, so good. Knowing that i have one paper less to take haha. As i was typing this, come to think of it...it is quite silly of me to run away of my exams. Maybe not quite but it is definitely Very silly!! How can i forget that this is the year of Victory?! Maybe it just slipped off my mind when my mind was full of my exams schedule.
One thing I learnt: NEVER EVER RUN AWAY FROM YOUR PROBLEMS COZ EVEN IF U RUN AWAY FROM IT, THE PROBLEM IS STILL THERE.Thank You God FOr EVERYTHING!
Y21:59
