Thursday, November 18, 2010
Just like other girls.... i yearn for a love life that i always wanted....
All i want was that little company from you,
that smile that brings me through my days...
sometimes i wonder.... if all that i have done were redundant.... i hope not.
but why are you giving me that feeling? a feeling that i have never wanted to feel.
feeling of benefit of doubt.
All i need was that mutual respect. That trust.
That very trust u entrusted me when you first met me...
That very look from your eyes that's say Von, i can trust you...
why things have turn out this way??
what more can i do?
Praying hard, wishing hard that you can give me a real tight hug ..
giving me that very assurance that i yearning for now with that trust.
i Hope its not only one sided clap.
Y22:30
Friday, August 06, 2010
My life= Black and white.... Put some colours in my life please~~
SISI is goin Taiwan for a singing competition!!!
ALL THE BEST SWEETIE!!!!
Y16:06
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
ROTTING ROTTING ROTTING ROTTING ROTTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY BLOG IS INDEED ROTTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WILL BE BACK TO BLOG SOON!!!!!!
Y02:14
Tuesday, June 01, 2010
I GOT A BUMP ON MY FOREHEAD TODAY!! htw!!! cox i hit the corner of the wooden table...=.= it hurts. huu huu~
Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored
bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored
bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored
BOREDOM~~~~~~~ hits me real big time~!
Alrights, will do my reflections... here goes.
Seriously, i don't know why my mind, my brain is kinda stuck. not moving. but heavy, tight, stress, pressured.
why do i always want to carry the problems myself and put it upon my shoulders?
That's a habit. A real bad habit.
it seems like a new phrase of my life is coming and at the same time it seems like I am back to where I am.
I don't know where my future lies.
I just want to follow my heart for now.
Many comments heard.
Which ever step that I will be taking....
Hope that i will not regret. * fingers crossed*
People are saying,
I 'm 22 this year. How come no bf?
a common Q i should say.. that usually clots up my veins.(hahha)
I have no answer.
" Quickly get a bf, if not u will end up with nothing.... and so on..."
I can only say "LOVE is a craziest thing"
that i can't do without. so do u who's reading it right now..don't you?
Being loved by someone, is way so much better than u loving someone.
it's tiring, it's like a chore to love ppl... that's how it works.
OKok.... enough of all this... well, i guess my friends love me for who i am... isn't it ppl? heh :))
Y17:04
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Don't assume that you know me until you really know me well enough. I am not what you think I am.
So many things gave been happening recently... guess its just within 2 weeks.
What more can I say?... trying my very best to help my every friend that needs help. Being there for them... Doing my part as a friend cox i know how it feels to be Friend-less.
That feeling sucks. I have been betrayed by my closest friend before.
Forgive? Forget? after all that she has done to me?
Yea. i did thought of that. being in the state of unforgiveness, is really something similar to playing the heart and mind game. But one thing for sure about it is, it will definitely weigh you down real hard. Slam you down real hard... Feeling the "Best" of the Pain you will ever get. Never wanted that feeling to surface...
Thinking back to my past, thinking back to the things that I have been through....
it could be really a blessing in disguise. I have always believe that circumstances that I've been through, it will rise me up. Making me a stronger person.
A friend of mine told me that I don't dare to face up to my problems...
Is that true? No.
Maybe at that point of time, when problem arise... That very problem is standing in front of me... and yet I do not have a solution... i will leave it and not touch that problem. Until, I know what to do, I will solve it.
Is just a matter of Sooner or later thing. I will still face it.
Selina has been trying to brainwash my mind again... this time round is
"what it means to be 大方"....
everyone has a different definition of that... and it takes time to learn that. It's never easy.
Within just 2 weeks, 2 people scolded me for NO reason.
It Hurt alot when someone scolded me for NO reason and I didn't do anything wrong.
Given my character, those who know me... i will scold that person back but I didn't this time round. There are reason behind it and its a super long story so i don't wanna mention it...
Well, its Unfair. Nothing is fair in this world. No one will pity you in whatever situation your at.
People grow, people change, meeting different people now and then... I will grow mentally and emotionally i hope.
Will blog again soon.
Y17:17
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Putting my heart together...
I didn't realise that I was gradually growing up till some one told me.
So I no longer find it important to fight.
No one is to be blame, no point repeating
I rather learn to cherish and treasure.
I found you, my dearest friends.
-Selina: you taught me how to be strong. Looking at things in another angle.
-Denise: Always there for me when i needed you. Thanks BLing!
-Ice: All that you went through, you shared with me... I realise there is so much more for me to learn and accept. Thanks BABE! Laughter is the best medicine.
-Terence: You brain washed me, telling me to grow up. i know its time. Thanks Gong Gong!
-Darren Hong: Never fails to laugh at me but somehow the way u say, makes me wanna laugh at myself too... Appreciate it loads!
-Jeffrey: Fruit!! Fruit!!( you know what it means la huh.. haha) Thanks for taking care of me that night. heh.
Once again, THANKS ALL for telling me to be strong. MUACKS!!! <3
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you send me that sms
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I did let you get the BEST of me.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
Putting my heart back together.
Y16:04
Monday, April 05, 2010
Alright again Bling commented that my blog is rotting... hahaa so here i m again... seems like i have been saying this sentence most of my blog post. ha...
Yvonne, Yvonne, Yvonne....
A simple girl that just wanna lead her life normally n peacefully but it seems to be the opposite.
Just like a HUGE roller coaster... Up's & Down's doesn't seem to stop.
The way You see the world changes after you start to become who you are. Seeking stops. Needing stops. You start to simply, Be.
A new Veil is lifted and you begin to see clearly why things didn't work the way you wanted...because it would have prevented you living your best life.
When you go toward and become the things you Love & admire you begin to see the oneness of all that is. No one is below you, no one is above you, everyone is one with the flow of Life.
When you get to this place, all the chaos and struggles in your Life will make sense and you will be able to manifest your Heart's desire without delay.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than to hurt myself for putting it back together.
Sunflower does make me happier:)
Y18:54
